Post by xxx sorrow on Dec 1, 2007 12:20:59 GMT -5
xxx sorrowfrost
Nightfall obscured her figure, trifiling light descended from the buoyant Moon to reveal an outline moving fleetly across the extent of the land. Pause in midstep allowed the light rays to reveal a dainty she-cat. Cerulean spheres surveyed and fixated upon the camp entrance. Steps were trivial as they brought her ever closer to the place she referred to home. A hushed sigh escaped her. At first glance all was quiet, she caught glimpses of cats on the outskirts of the camp, though little commotion was underway.
All was well, yet a sense of lonliness clouded her mind. In reality she was alone, no friend had been made during her apprenticeship and many wouldnt give her the time of day. Sorrowfrost, in the true sense of the word, was an empty shell of her former self. To her intuition she had little to look forward to, her life simply repeated itself quite often. Musing often brought her to wonder if there was more to life then this. Every day was near the same thing, if it wasnt hunting it was patrolling. The thought of battles made her seize, to think, some could die while others would lay wounded, sometimes coming to permenant injuries which could lead to lifelong changes.
Azure gaze was set to the distance, as if seeing past all what blocked her way to happiness. Orbs dropped to view the ground, such were not thoughts a clan cat should have, their duty and purpose was to defend and provide for the clan. Yet, so many were happy with such a life, she was not. All the violence and fighting, it didnt seem like the type of life anyone could be happy with. Lives were risked everyday, she couldnt imagine leaving the clan, but surely there had to be more then this? All knew the answer, and she knew it as well as they did, this was her life and she was bound to do such, she would be unhappy, but who would know?